Love for the sake of Loving

Back in July, 26, 2016, as I was waking up from a dream, I saw the image of a man curled up, alone and crying. Then, I saw this leaf connected to this very tall and beautiful tree. Thick trunk, long branches, abundantly covered in leaves. The leaf saw the man crying and knew, he did not have suffer like that. The leaf wanted so much to show that man the love we are all connected too.  So the leaf asked to go down to show the man crying the kind of love we are all connected to.  

I saw the leaf coming down and it fell right near me, but I ignored it. I thought the leaf was dead because it disconnected itself from the tree. This great sadness came over me but then I heard the leaf say:

“Don’t ignore me, I saw you admiring and calling forth the presence of the tree so I jumped down to be with you so that you can experience a piece of the love that the tree has for you. I came down for you”

At that moment, I realized I was both, the man crying and the falling leaf.  I thought of the great sacrifice the leaf made, separating itself from the tree just to be near me for a fleeting moment in time. But, to the leaf, it was no sacrifice at all. The desire, of coming down was completely out of innocence and pure love. 

I had to cry but my tears were tears of tenderness. I felt both, the sorrow of people calling for love and the compassion of the people responding to those calls. Then, I truly understood from deep within what all of us Light Workers are and came here to do.

It was a tender and powerful moment. It was the moment I realized we, Light Workers are here to love for the sake of loving and give for the sake of giving. No agendas, no expectations, no two way transactions. The treasure we brought here was meant to be given away completely until our time to leave arrives. 

In this world, there are people who are truly lost.  They have forgotten completely that we are connected to a powerful source that emanates unconditional and abundant Love.  They have gotten too lost in their suffering and cannot find a way out and the only way out is to show them that pure unconditional love does exist.  That, will make them remember.

For this reason, I made a vow to become One Less Threat to the World. It is how us Light Workers can serve the best. 

Yes, I see the world.  I see injustices, I see suffering, I see famine, I see violence, I see sickness, I see exploitation. I see it all and as an Empath, I feel it all too. But as Light Workers, we did not come here to fix it or to fight it or change it.  We came here to Love.  Our love does the work not our effort.  
Our love heals. 
Our love lifts others up. 
Our love creates peace.
Our love encourages. 
Our love creates beauty.
Our love nurtures.
Our love honors. 
Our love awakens!

Our love guides people out of their darkness to help them remember they also have that same kind of love inside. 

Our purpose is to love. Our job is to not forget the kind of love we are capable to give and give it for the sake of giving. After all, there is more where that came from and we have to remember, we are only here for a fleeting moment in time. An eternity of Love awaits us once our purpose here is done. 

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Your Future Is Brighter Than The Fears From Your Past

The Universe said to me:
"Your hands create only what your mind can conceive. You may plant a flower in a pot only until your mind is ready to plant a garden. So, what stops you from gardening the whole world depends only on your mind. Can you conceive to garden the whole Universe? As long as you are willing to learn and let the Universe teach you, I know you can!" 

I had a dream and was able to go lucid to ask important questions about the reason for such dream.  The dream was about being back in high school and forgetting there was homework to present.  In the dream, I thought I could rush to finish the homework before class started but then I found out that homework was actually making something from the instructions that the teacher gave us and bringing it to class to present it.  Everyone did it except for me and in the dream I could feel my level of shame for forgetting to do it and anxiety of having to tell them that I forgot, which was actually something that did happen to me in real life. 

Sometime ago, I had a huge revelation about how a part of my brain did not develop at the same speed as the rest of my brain as a result of contracting tuberculous meningitis at the age of three.  Doctors where able to diagnose and treat it after three months of being in the hospital. After being discharge I had to continue to see doctors until age eleven.  I was treated medically but not so much emotionally or psychologically, therefore no one knew I had issues with the development of my brain, specially the way it learned. I wrote about this in blogpost Learning and Nurturing Abilities.  However, there is a fascinating phenomenon about it because the part of the brain that did not develop stayed with the same innocence of that three year old which made it possible for me to do things intuitively like a curious little child finding guidance from a higher level of consciousness where I could sense and feel what to do and how to do it. It helps me feel patterns of possibilities for the future or why things became the way they are and read people, it's a strong clair-sentient.  The issue is when I have to follow instructions because just like a little child I would get distracted or stay in my imagination which affected my ability to read or hear correctly, complete all steps or remember to even do them which made it very difficult for me during my school years.       

Discovering meditation was the best healing tool for me.  Not only it started healing the development of my brain by making it more focus and clear-headed but it also enhanced the sensitivity of my intuition because I'm able to stay focus and clear-headed for guidance to come in more purely.  Also, the constant practice has brought all these amazing revelations that are helping me heal the mental and emotional part of myself that were neglected during childhood. In addition I can see the workings of the conscious and subconscious mind, how they both interact, why people get angry, why they become depress, how they love, how they honor, how they trust, how they develop attachments etc.  From that, I know I am not alone. I know many of us have parts of ourselves that are undeveloped because they did not received the proper nurturing needed at a particular time in human development. This dream I had brought a tremendous revelation and guidance about the steps to follow to continue my healing journey and spiritual awakening.  You see, the dream brought back feelings of shame and anxiety I used to have in school and how I pushed away traditional learning ever since.  I have my own way of learning but many times when someone offers to teach me something I decline because it makes me nervous to fail their expectations, to be yelled at, made fun of, or make them frustrated.  But, when the Universe tells me to learn something I DO IT because I know that the right conditions are there for me to learn it and that the time is right to do so.  I do much better at following higher guidance.  

This time, during the dream, I had an awareness I did not have before.  It was the awareness of feeling left out because since everyone did homework, everyone got to experience what was like to make something, to materialize something that was once on paper and therefore, they have expanded into a deeper level in their relationship with the Universe.  I was aware of their expansion and I wanted to be there as well. All of the sudden it hit me and my natural desire to expand became liberated from the shackles of feeling embarrassed for not learning like others do.   I realized from my very core how learning something changes perceptions in the mind, how it deepens our connection with this world and with ourselves because it evolve us. I realized how pushing away learning because of my childhood experience is keeping me away from transforming my reality.  In a sense, I knew this, I have known it for quite sometime but for the first time I felt it true deep inside of me.  More importantly, I understood that if I keep pushing learning away, I will not be able to join my child in his expansion as a human.  

I was able to see the pattern for the future of my family.  My husband is very crafty and active in making things and he will be teaching our child all this things and by bypassing my anxiety of following directions we can all learn together and expand in unison which is important to be able to stay together as a family because we would be able to relate to each other, understand one another, co-create, co-exist, integrate our gained wisdom, deepen our relationship, make stronger bonds altogether.  In addition, I would be able to contribute in nurturing my son's ability to learn and with that, do for him what my parents and teachers could not do for me.

I am glad for this revelation and I gladly say yes to learning and bypassing any anxiety of following directions.  I have the most patient and kind teacher anyone can have, my husband and I know how to be focus now.  I am not the same person who I was while in school; so, those days of judgment, punishment and anxiety are over.  It is true when they say "When the student is ready the teacher appears" and I can freely say now that I am ready and I can see how rewarding and fulfilling the future will be with this new breakthrough.   

Healing is possible and available for everyone and spiritual awakening is our birthright.  We all unravel and breakthrough our limitations when we finally feel safe to do so and the Universe always conspires to have everything ready for us for when that time comes.  We can do anything we want as long as we are willing to shift the perception we have about ourselves and stop making decision as the wounded person we used to be.  Say goodbye to the old you, be present and look forward to a brighter future.  So, plant a flower, tend a garden, garden the world and even the whole Universe as the Universe lovingly guide us. Always say yes to expanding into a better version of yourself.

Expanding physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually

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The Guiding Light of Compassion

Compassion is guilt that has been released of all judgment.  So forgive yourself often to release all judgment and liberate yourself from guilt. 
Experience full compassion. 
Experience your innocence.  
Acts of kindness will follow.

    

My Ancestors came this morning and said: “We would like a word with you”.

I went “Oh, Oh”. 

I knew it had to be something big.  I usually feel my Ancestors behind me, supporting me, they are always there but they rarely talk.  

I knew it had to be big but I said: “I’m running late now”.  

They said: “Don’t worry, we will be in touch”

Liberating the Mind from Guilt and Self-Punishment

“For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.”

~ Matthew 7:2

Understanding as Healing: Understanding any subject in a different way produces healing.  Some animals see only few colors, most humans see a lot more colors but there are insects such as bees and butterflies that can see ultraviolet colors.  Now, imagine if all of the sudden we would see a brand new color.  Imagine how many new things we could design, invent or create with that; new textiles, paint, make-up, etc.  The world would suddenly expand with new possibilities.  It is the same thing with understanding, when you have a new understanding, you expand your possibilities and opportunities and end previous limitations.  The mind becomes liberated from an old pattern of behavior and develops a new one, an upgraded one.