An Ocean of Lies, a Journey of Darkness

Even in the ocean of calmness there is debris.  Don’t ever judge yourself harshly then create false information (lies) to hide in a cage of self-judgment.  When the other people pierce through the veil of that false information you created, they will only see the prison of self-judgment you created for yourself and instead of helping you out, they will help judge you because that was what you created.  Don’t be surprise when people judge you in the same manner you judge yourself.  Even the ocean has debris, but that debris are also part of nature.  You cannot avoid the way nature flows because you are also nature.  Accept yourself as you are.  Life is always in a state of flux and debris will come and go based on the flow of the elements in nature.  See yourself as always in divine harmony, accept and love yourself to avoid creating false information and delusion for others.  Even when you think you have let yourself or others down, if you start remembering all the other great things you have done, drop self-judgment and completely love yourself, then people will do that too because that is what you are creating.  You may think that by creating false information you are protecting yourself or others, but the truth is that people can sense the energy of that delusion you crated.  They know it is false and when they discover it, they will only help you continue to create what you created, either a prison of self-judgment or acceptance, forgiveness and love for yourself.  You decide, this is your life, your thoughts, your creation, your reality.  

A Suitcase Full of Stories and Wholesome Desires

I have been hanging on to my story for quite a while.  I was abandoned, sick and all alone, left to my own devices, misjudged, misunderstood and unsupported.  There was a time I used to cry every single day and it went on for months.  If you see me now, you would have never guessed it because I’m always smiling; despite what happened I have been always a happy go lucky person.  If you look at me now, you will see wrinkles around my eyes, which are a physical result of the constant crying, but you will also see the sparkle inside my eyes; that, is the result of building faith.  Faith in myself, faith in my spiritual teacher and his teachings and faith in the powerful force that is God.  The girl that suffered so much for so long was my inspiration to deepen my spiritual path because I knew she wanted to live; she loved life so much and she knew there was more to life than this physical reality, she had a clear conviction.  Even though our spiritual growth and transformation never ceases to end, I would say, my mission to mold that scared, sad and lonely girl into who she is now, has been accomplished.  

Sacred Masculine and Sacred Feminine…. It would be nice to experience it correctly in my lifetime!

In our spiritual community, we have been working diligently in bringing back the Divine Feminine Energy to bring balance to our planet, which for thousands of years have had a patriarchal approach to rule this world creating detrimental results to nature, our resources and society. 

Every person, no matter our gender has both Masculine and Feminine energies.  We manifest our body and presence to behave like male or female but we all have both energies in us.

If we look at the History of the World, neither the Divine Feminine nor the Divine Masculine have been channeled and manifested properly.  The proper attributes of the Divine Masculine are courage, equanimity, protection, leadership.  It is an energy that seeks to give and it is focused.  The proper attributes of the Divine Feminine are nurturing, healing, creative, caring and gentle.  It is an energy that surrenders to receive and it flows.  The patriarchal approach uses the Masculine energy in a very ineffective and harmful way.  Instead of courageous, it is angry, dominant and competitive.  Instead of equanimous, it is emotionless, cold and indifferent.  Instead of protective, it is possessive and greedy and instead of using leadership, it intimidates and slaves.  Therefore instead of seeking to give it seeks to overindulge creating insatiability that has depleted our planet of natural resources.