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Thursday, May 25, 2017

Too much Doing, not enough Being – A lesson from the Inner Child

My Heart said:
“Follow me”
I said:
“Do you know where you are going?”
“No, but I know the one who knows The Way”

Today, this lady I hardly know but is always very nice, came to me and told me:
“I’m sorry if I’m being presumptuous but you look like a dancer.  Do you dance? Because you walk like you are a dancer .“ 
I said:
“I am not a professional dancer but I belly dance.  I have taken classes before and it is my number one hobby.”

So she told me about all these dancing shows and workshops coming up by the American Dance Festival in the month of June, right when I will have a break from work.  I thought it would be a great idea to check them out so she was kind enough to bring me the booklet with all the information about it. 
As I was looking through the pages, I was grabbed by the colors on the pages, the pictures of the dancers and the abundance of shows and workshops coming up and I said to myself:
“You mean I can be a real dancer?!?!”
I was so happy, I started planning my vacation and budget around it thinking The Universe must have aligned this opportunity for me. 

I had to stop and go back to do my work, then a few minutes later my Inner Child came to me and said:
“Pinocchio wants to tell you something”

I saw Pinocchio come from behind her and he said:
“The only reason I wanted to be a real boy was because I found out I was a puppet.  There is nothing wrong with being a puppet when you don’t know there is anything else but that.  But, I was Awaken to the fact I could be more.  So I wanted to be more!  Then, I started this journey of seeking; how, when and where in order to become that real boy, not knowing that it was already in my destiny to be a real boy.  Because you see, in Nature, we all grow and evolve to be what we were created to be, naturally. But I didn’t know that, so I chose the journey.  In this journey, I learned, I cried, I laughed, I hurt, I loved and eventually I did become a real boy.  But the biggest discovery I had was that the journey only changed my shell.  I only changed on the outside.  In the inside, I remained the same; I remained the same loving, curious, innocent being I was when I was still a puppet.  That never left me, that remained a constant.  There was a part of me who enrolled on a journey of change, but there was a BIGGER part of me who came along to witness the trip but was untouched by the circumstances: my sense of joy, courage and wonder, my light, my breath… my love…
People change shells multiple times in life but there is an essence that always remains. 
To that essence we go back to. 
To that essence we shall call to, whenever we think we should be something else we think we are not.”

Then, I remembered the booklet and  I said:
“Wait, then I’m already a real dancer!  If I was to take the workshops, only my style of dance will change, BUT the joy of moving to the rhythm of the music will stay the same. I have always been, are and will be a dancer.” 

It was a moment of clarity, so I decided to let my nature evolve naturally as I enjoy the music, instead of chasing the call to be a dancer.
After all, the part of us that is Calling and the part of us that Answers the Call are only orchestrating a journey for a good story to tell.  The Essence however, remains in silence always being what you already are, witnessing your journey and waiting for the traveler to return to what has always been there.

The most loving and innocent part of myself taught me a lesson today.  I have said it before, the Inner Child is the most compassionate being within you. It speaks to us, in fairy tales, in lullabies, in whispering gentle words, lovingly, but wisely. The true Inner Child is wholesome Heart and timeless Wisdom.

Yes, the journey can be exciting, purposeful and meaningful, but be very careful of the chase because there could be times when you may grow in frustration thinking you don't have the necessary budget, time, tools or people to accomplish something you committed to.  The frustration can mess with your sense of worthiness and either jealousy, sadness or anger could arise.  The Heart knows this so well because it has felt the pain of your frustration while knowing that you already are what you think you are not.  Also, the Heart, your Inner Child knows that deep down you just want to be Happy, so just be Happy, just BE and let yourself flow to the rhythm of the natural evolution of your own becoming.

Nurture your Happiness and the rest will follow.

My first public dance at my hometown coliseum 😀

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Tuesday, May 16, 2017

The Guiding Light of Compassion

Compassion is guilt that has been released of all judgment.  So forgive yourself often to experience compassion, to experience your innocence.  Acts of kindness will follow.
My Ancestors came this morning and said: “We would like a word with you”.

I went “Oh, Oh”. 

I knew it had to be something big.  I usually feel my Ancestors behind me, supporting me, they are always there but they rarely talk.  

I knew it had to be big but I said: “I’m running late now”.  

They said: “Don’t worry, we will be in touch”

During my drive to work they got in contact and reminded me of a very important lifetime where I died with so much sorrow for what I did to people in that lifetime.  You see, I was a con artist, scamming, to make a profit.   This was revealed to me in a Lucid dream a few years ago.  The most important event was how I felt before I died during that lifetime.  I was being persecuted by the police through a valley and I fell down and rolled down the valley hitting rocks and such that opened up wounds all over my body.  I was captured and I knew my time was up, I knew I was not getting a trial, I knew I was not getting out of this alive.  Then I saw the wounds on my legs and arms, the broken flesh, the running blood.  All of the sudden I felt genuinely sad for what I did to myself, and for they pain and suffering I caused to the people I scammed.  Then, a profound sense of guilt and remorse came all over me and I started crying knowing that I will be punished to death for what I’ve done.  I woke up before witnessing that death, but I knew it had to be terrible.

The revelation of that lifetime explained so much of the behavior I had growing up, like feeling very upset when I was accused of lying when I did not even lie and my strong effort of never lying because I was afraid of the punishment my parents will use. The practice of meditation, Buddhism, compassion towards all and honoring my Heart have created for me a very strong effect where I no longer have to make any effort in not lying.  I am very honest and it does not come from fear of being punished and it is done sincerely and with the most kind words my heart can express. I am also aware of the stewardship I hold for delivering messages to the people I assist during healing sessions and the classes and events I organize.   One of my mentor’s told me that the revelation of that lifetime was a Life Review that I must use not to feel guilty but to recognize the talent I have with words and to unveil that talent to use it wholeheartedly for my life purpose and so I did.

Today, my Ancestors revealed something even more profound about that lifetime.  They said: 
“You remember the pain, you remember the sorrow, you remember the guilt.  What you do not remember is that you had an Awakening while looking at your wounds.  For the first time in that lifetime, you truly cared for people and by experiencing the pain in your flesh, you realized they pain they have gone through.  But you invaded your soul with guilt because you were the inflictor of their pain in that lifetime.  Release the guilt and you will feel compassion and we have told you before that kindness is compassion in action.  Your acts of kindness in this lifetime are the reflection of that Awakening and because of that Awakening, you will never cause that level of suffering to anyone anymore.  But you need to forgive yourself completely to experience compassion at it’s fullest”

I was hearing this message, seeing visions of it and all I could do was write it down feeling the truth of the message in my body.  I was so focused on this experience that I took a big mouthful of hot boiling tea forgetting that it was boiling hot until I swallowed it, then startled myself when I realized it was boiling hot, but I was not so much startled that it was hot, I was startled that it did not feel hot, I did not get burn, I did not feel any pain.  For me, that was a sign that I cannot inflict any more pain to anyone, not even myself.   I also knew it was premeditated by my Ancestors so that I would have tangible proof of their presence, care and love for me.  I felt safe and overwhelmed with joy.  I was being loved and felt peace.

So, if you think it is hard to forgive someone, just imagine that someone was you in a different lifetime.  Could you forgive yourself if you broke your own rules?
People want to understand, they think that once they understand they will be able to forgive and have peace, but understanding only brings you to acceptance.  Peace can only be found by seeking Peace, not by seeking understanding.  All the revelations I have are somewhat sad because wounds from childhood or past lives are exposed but at the end they bring me Peace because Peace is my main intention.  Yes, I hurt people in the past but that Awakening made me seek to make peace with everyone I have ever hurt including myself and that is the True Seed I carried to this lifetime.  The guilt was carried over to this lifetime as well, but guilt is a feeling I can detach from.  However, Peace…. Peace is a state of being and in alignment with Nature and the Universe.  You can never detach from that, you may stray from it but your True Inner Nature will always lead you back to it in amazing mystical ways you could never even dream of! 

So, go on with your spiritual practice, keep on the path, have fun and love much knowing that forces bigger than you are guiding right and leading you towards your True Divine Nature.
I am Light and Peace emerges in my presence,
from everyone, from all,
for everyone, for all.

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