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Compassion is guilt that has been released of all
judgment.So forgive yourself often to
experience compassion, to experience your innocence.Acts of kindness will follow.
My Ancestors came this morning and said: “We would like a
word with you”.
I went “Oh, Oh”.
I knew it had to be something big.I usually feel my Ancestors behind me,
supporting me, they are always there but they rarely talk.
I knew it had to be big but I said: “I’m
running late now”.
They said: “Don’t
worry, we will be in touch”
During my drive to work they got in contact and reminded me
of a very important lifetime where I died with so much sorrow for what I did to
people in that lifetime.You see, I was a
con artist, scamming, to make a profit.This was revealed to me in a Lucid dream a few years ago.The most important event was how I felt
before I died during that lifetime.I
was being persecuted by the police through a valley and I fell down and rolled
down the valley hitting rocks and such that opened up wounds all over my
body.I was captured and I knew my time
was up, I knew I was not getting a trial, I knew I was not getting out of this
alive.Then I saw the wounds on my legs
and arms, the broken flesh, the running blood.All of the sudden I felt genuinely sad for what I did to myself, and for
they pain and suffering I caused to the people I scammed.Then, a profound sense of guilt and remorse
came all over me and I started crying knowing that I will be punished to death
for what I’ve done.I woke up before
witnessing that death, but I knew it had to be terrible.
The revelation of that lifetime explained so much of the
behavior I had growing up, like feeling very upset when I was accused of lying
when I did not even lie and my strong effort of never lying because I was
afraid of the punishment my parents will use. The practice of meditation, Buddhism,
compassion towards all and honoring my Heart have created for me a very strong effect
where I no longer have to make any effort in not lying.I am very honest and it does not come from
fear of being punished and it is done sincerely and with the most kind words my
heart can express. I am also aware of the stewardship I hold for delivering
messages to the people I assist during healing sessions and the classes and
events I organize.One of my mentor’s
told me that the revelation of that lifetime was a Life Review that I must use
not to feel guilty but to recognize the talent I have with words and to unveil
that talent to use it wholeheartedly for my life purpose and so I did.
Today, my Ancestors revealed something even more profound
about that lifetime.They said:
remember the pain, you remember the sorrow, you remember the guilt.What you do not remember is that you had an
Awakening while looking at your wounds.For the first time in that lifetime, you truly cared for people and by
experiencing the pain in your flesh, you realized they pain they have gone
through.But you invaded your soul with guilt
because you were the inflictor of their pain in that lifetime.Release the guilt and you will feel
compassion and we have told you before that kindness is compassion in
action.Your acts of kindness in this
lifetime are the reflection of that Awakening and because of that Awakening,
you will never cause that level of suffering to anyone anymore.But you need to forgive yourself completely
to experience compassion at it’s fullest”
I was hearing this message, seeing visions of it and all I
could do was write it down feeling the truth of the message in my body.I was so focused on this experience that I
took a big mouthful of hot boiling tea forgetting that it was boiling hot until
I swallowed it, then startled myself when I realized it was boiling hot, but I
was not so much startled that it was hot, I was startled that it did not feel
hot, I did not get burn, I did not feel any pain.For me, that was a sign that I cannot
inflict any more pain to anyone, not even myself.I also
knew it was premeditated by my Ancestors so that I would have tangible proof of
their presence, care and love for me.I
felt safe and overwhelmed with joy. I
was being loved and felt peace.
So, if you think it is hard to forgive someone, just imagine
that someone was you in a different lifetime.Could you forgive yourself if you broke your own rules?
People want to understand, they think that once they
understand they will be able to forgive and have peace, but understanding only brings
you to acceptance.Peace can only be
found by seeking Peace, not by seeking understanding.All the revelations I have are somewhat sad
because wounds from childhood or past lives are exposed but at the end they
bring me Peace because Peace is my main intention.Yes, I hurt people in the past but that
Awakening made me seek to make peace with everyone I have ever hurt including
myself and that is the True Seed I carried to this lifetime.The guilt was carried over to this lifetime
as well, but guilt is a feeling I can detach from.However, Peace…. Peace is a state of being
and in alignment with Nature and the Universe.You can never detach from that, you may stray from it but your True
Inner Nature will always lead you back to it in amazing mystical ways you could
never even dream of!
So, go on with your spiritual practice, keep on the path,
have fun and love much knowing that forces bigger than you are guiding right
and leading you towards your True Divine Nature.
I am Light and Peace emerges in my presence,
from everyone, from all,
for everyone, for all.
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