How Deep Your Love Is And What Truly Matters

In a relationship and in life, the behavior of people will show you:

How high they honor.

How deep they love.

How they handle stress and adversities.

It is in our discernment to decide if we can live with that kind of behavior or not.  However, some people may not be ready to show you how high the honor or how deep they love yet.  They may need more time to trust, to feel safe around you.  They might not even be able to show you how they handle stress and adversities if everything in their life is going well and they have never gone through a difficult situation yet; this is true for young people and as life goes on they encounter situations where they need to be courageous, grow and become wiser.  I know life has put me in enough hot water to make me resilient and hopeful because I have seen the hand of God working through the unfolding of it. I have learned to trust guidance, be patient with the process and  unattached of the outcome, but it took me years to develop this kind of maturity, so somebody who met me in my teens or twenties and has not seen me since may still think of me as the person I used to be.  But no, life has enough circumstances that help us mature; there are many opportunities to become a better version of ourselves for sure.  The same goes for how high we honor and how deep we love.  I used to think both were the same but they are not.   Someone can love you deeply but may not be able to honor that level of love yet because they have never gone that deep before so they may need to change their ways, believes, habits and that takes willingness and patience from both parties.  I also learned that there is no wrong way to honor because honoring is very personal, some people are eloquent about it; some show it in deeds, some are more private; some are very public about it.  Again, our discernment is in knowing when and how we are being honored as oppose to misjudging someone for not honoring in the same way we do because we are all different therefore we express love and honor in very personal ways.  Love and honor are different; Love is shown in levels of trust, not in levels of honor and trust has to do with feeling safe in the relationship; however here is where most humans go wrong. I have learned that there is no wrong way for honoring but there is very wrong ways to love and trust.  There was a time when I put all my love, trust and safety on the hands of one person.  That is fine and dandy until the relationship comes to an end. It sure leaves you feeling like you could not love or trust again because your safety was taken away from you, so little by little you grow cold and can sabotage future relationships, even when you are treated well.  A few years ago I was given a revelation about it.  The Universe revealed to me how at the very young age of two I put my love, trust and safety in my great grandfather and when he died I felt so insecure that I almost died as well but it was not time for me to go yet, so wounded I continued and the Universe showed me how in order to continue I put my love trust and safety on a Kermit the frog puppet I had, but one day that puppet disappeared and then I found another person who I decided to put all my love, trust and safety in. Ironically, that person died as well and that was when I decided to close my heart from loving anyone.  At a very young age, unconsciously I decided that, so unconsciously I went through life not truly loving and every time life would find me someone who I thought I could love that person would have to leave town for some reason but because I was not as open as when I was younger, it did not affected me much. That was until I met my first husband. That relationship opened me enough to truly hurt when the relationship was over.  The wound was as deep as the first one when I was two years old.  The Universe revealed the similarities and the need to heal the root cause of it, AND I DID!  After the revelation and seeing all patterns of behavior since age of two, I got the breakthrough I needed and decided to put my love, trust and safety IN THE RIGHT PLACE…. ME.

Spiritual Treason

Light workers of the world. Step away from martyr-hood and step into your messiah-hood.

The biggest delusion is to believe that manifested humans make decisions and can run your life when you know you have an eternal being within that orchestrates situations that give us the opportunity to be that higher self and respond to situations from a higher consciousness supported by deep love that flows from our hearts. We know this, and we have practiced it. Now, it’s time to truly embody it. Unify with that higher consciousness, it is the "Ultimate Surrender", then roll up your human sleeves and let’s get to work.

Liberating the Mind from Guilt and Self-Punishment

“For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.”

~ Matthew 7:2

Understanding as Healing: Understanding any subject in a different way produces healing.  Some animals see only few colors, most humans see a lot more colors but there are insects such as bees and butterflies that can see ultraviolet colors.  Now, imagine if all of the sudden we would see a brand new color.  Imagine how many new things we could design, invent or create with that; new textiles, paint, make-up, etc.  The world would suddenly expand with new possibilities.  It is the same thing with understanding, when you have a new understanding, you expand your possibilities and opportunities and end previous limitations.  The mind becomes liberated from an old pattern of behavior and develops a new one, an upgraded one.

Calling forth the Light during times of darkness

(Originally written 11/1/2014 after a long dream that prepared me to meet baby Aramaea)

It is true that living contrast makes you sprout desires that will ease that contrast.  Unconsciously or consciously, we all do it.

I was born in 1977 when the Peace and Love movement was not just a novelty but already embedded in society as a culture.  The young hippie generation from the 60’s and 70’s lived through the Vietnam War and other strong social challenges that were disconnecting humans from their humanity and they hippie generation did not want to conform with what the older generation was creating in the world.  This young generation felt the contrast that is living in a world lacking peace, lacking love and they wanted it so bad and they pushed and fought against war and social injustice at a conscious level but unconsciously what they were truly doing was summoning what they were lacking, which is the wholesome desire of Peace and Love.  Now, they summoned Peace and love but energy is not always manifested in the way we expect.  The Hippies of that time may not have manifested World Peace and Love, but they manifested my generation. We are the result of that summoning.  We came because we were called.  The people from my generation are the ones holding the information to teach the world how to achieve Peace and Love.  Ever since I can remember, I knew the concept of Peace and I was surprised the first time I learned that there was no World Peace.  I was quite young but I remember being very confused that day.  From a very young age I defended the weak, people and animals; I was a peacemaker and cared for life.  Time has passed and after starting my spiritual path I discovered the concepts of Inner Peace and Self Love and Unconditional Love and I just knew it was part of my quest and the quest of the people from my generation.  The generations from the past did the summoning and we came forth holding the keys for it.  But the older generation not just summoned us but they also paved the way leaving us clues in the forms of books, songs, movies and such so that we can remember what we came here for.  As a young child, I was attracted to the Hippie culture and I was quite sad that it was not around anymore when I was older but everything they did has served my generation to learn, explore and ignite our passion of knowing we can teach and achieve true Peace and Love.  I see others from my generation doing this.  Teaching alternative techniques, holding lectures, organizing gatherings… All to teach how to achieve Inner Peace, Self Love and Unconditional Love.  My generation is very active and passionate about healing the wounds that the older generation had to live at times of war and social unrest when they where summoning peace and love.

Now, my younger sisters, where born in the late 80’s and 90’s.  War and social unrest were over but money was ruling the world and man became blinded by Greed.  There was corporate greed, power abuse, social exploitation, money squandering, egoistical extravagance and such.  Consciously, the world was living greed, selfishness and exploitation. It was a dog eat dog world and people stabbing each other in the back for money.  The people from the 80’s and 90’s lived that contrast but unconsciously they were actually summoning Generosity, True Friendship and Partaking.  My sisters’ generation are the result of that summoning.  You just notice how the people in the mid 20’s are just naturally generous and not afraid to share what they have and know how to offer friendships without hidden agendas.  They do not fear material lack in the future either.  Somehow they just trust and life supports them.  My younger sister said to me one day “Todo es de todos”  “Everything is everyone’s”;  Not just a certain group based on outdated measurements or preconceived judgments; not just mine, not just yours, not just theirs…. Everyone’s.  This generation know the value sharing and the value of appreciating people of all cultures and races. I have seen them creating community gardens, running marathons for a cause, building intentional communities, cohousing, rallying against bullying, promoting equal rights and such.  The generation from the 80’s and 90’s; the ones who summon them, lived the contrast of fear of lack and exploitation and deceitfulness and did their best of fight against it so they left clues for the this generation, the people in their mid 20’s to find and be able to remember why they are here.  We make a good combination; my generation teaching the way of peace, inner peace and self love and unconditional love and my sisters’ generation teaching generosity, social inclusion and partaking.  We can all get along.  All the divisions that previous generations created are nothing but delusion. 

Now, what the world is currently living are times of darkness, lies and confusion. We have tangible proof that have led us to lose trust in the pharmaceutical companies, politicians, banks, education system, religious institutions and more.  Our pollinators are dying, plants are being genetically modified, animals are being hormonally changed, medicine is being poisoned and people are being massacred.   We certainly have good reason to think that our future is uncertain and many are fearful that there will be no future.  That is what we think, that is what we feel, that is the contrast we live but what we are really doing is summoning for the Light, for Clarity, for Truth.  I see this in the young kids and the new babies that are being born.  This new generation is in one short and sweet word “Fearless”.  They are alert, smart, quick and they long for information and freedom.  Technology is their best friend.  Today’s world is paving the way for them inventing the tools that will serve their development.  We have summoned for so much light that it is almost like we called forth the stars to be born as humans so that they can teach us how to shine our own Light in order to find Truth and be truly liberated.  

Let there be Light!  I am a believer and I believe that because all the summoning that the world is doing, in my lifetime, I will actually experience Peace, Love, Generosity, Partaking, Clarity, Truth and total Liberation.  Contrast, suffering, darkness, whatever you want to call it, have a good purpose.  The key is not to get lost in the darkness that is suffering through the contrast and instead realize what is that we are really summoning, what is our true most wholesome desire.  Then, really set the intention to seek for it; to call it, to bring it to manifestation.  To joyfully anticipate the good things coming, because we have manifested the people necessary to achieve it already, so why not just build faith and trust that our needs will be met and wholesome desires will be a reality.  Rest and know that everything will be super duper! 

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