A tree fell close to where I live. It fell due to bugs eating the inside bark
and roots. It was too weak to keep
holding itself so it fell and later in the week it was removed. It happened at night. I did not see or hear it happening but I saw
it in the morning. After inspecting the
tree and the whole it left it just made me think of impermanence and causes and
conditions, Alice in wonderland, portal to the other side. Rebirth for the
tree, the spirit of the tree, etc. I
actually noticed my mind going through its database to find an explanation for what
happened. It was not particularly
important for me to know this answer this day so I went on with my day without
thinking about it again.
This morning, the first thing my mind said to me was: “If a
tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?” I have never thought of this question before
and I did not connect this to what happened to the tree at all, but all of the
sudden my mind started to dictate the answer as well and it said: “The tree
does not have to make a sound to get your reaction. You just have to know that it fell and
immediately the mind will go to its database to find an answer that will suit
your understanding and it will be different for everyone. Some people will ignore the fact that a tree
fell because they have bigger worries.
Some people will find someone to blame.
Some people will be fearful that other trees will do the same putting
their safety at risk. Some people will
find humor to this situation. Some will
worry about the animals that lost its home.
Some will connect this with an omen, a superstition, a synchronicity, a
“sign”. But there are some…..Who will
just know that this is how the universe works, find acceptance and move on
because their mind is just Still”
Last year I was in Taiwan for one month and was looking at
Chinese characters without knowing the language so I did not understand
anything at all. However, Chinese
characters do not look like our alphabet, these are not letters. When I came to U.S.A., I did not speak
English but noticed that the alphabet is the same as Spanish so the transition
for learning the language was smooth.
This time in Taiwan, it was very different. Chinese characters are completely different
from an alphabet and because I did not know the language and was only going to
be there for one month I accepted the fact that I will not be able to learn it
so that I could understand it. This is
what “I” decided for “myself”, however, “My Mind” had other plans that went
against “My” own decision (I thought I had free will?!?). So, after looking at Chinese characters for
so long, “I” noticed “My Mind” working to understand what the character could
mean based on what they look like and “My Mind” was making a big effort in
finding a form that looks like the Chinese character it was looking at, for
example, one looked like a person with arms and legs, another one looked like
the face of a dog, another one looked like a lady pushing a stroller, another
one like two guys sitting across each other with a table in the middle. My mind was not only “Attaching” forms to the
characters to create a meaning but it went further to “Create a Story” based on
what it was witnessing. I have to admit
it was fun in the beginning and it made “Me” laugh. I thought “I” was being creative and
childlike, but this was far more important than having fun because I was truly
witnessing how The Mind works and the process it will follow to create meaning
out of non-sense. Also, it was showing
me that things, are things but it is “US”, “Our Mind” who put our
interpretation based on the beliefs we have put in our mind. It was showing me that “We” truly create “Our”
own reality. My mind was not happy and at peace with the fact that it could not
understand Chinese characters. It went
out of its way to SEARCH for understanding and ATTACHED anything possible from
its database to CREATE meaning that will bring understanding in order to be at PEACE. Now, if you put this in reverse PEACE is the
ultimate goal, creating meaning and brining understanding to what your mind
think is NONSENSE is why WE SEARCH. Have
you ever ask: Why did my loved one die? Why did my partner left me? Why did I
lose my job?…. You are just searching for peace. These were only Chinese characters, no big
deal if I learn them or not, still I FELT like I was going crazy, trying to
make sense out of them. However, I have
asked those unsettling questions; why did my husband get sick? Why did he leave
the home? Why did you take him away from me? Why is this ending? It thought me
to have compassion for myself and others who have to ask the same unsettling
questions looking for understanding and peace.
In a different article, I blogged about patterns and the
understanding that I received was that anything that you add, remove or change
will create chaos but only in the beginning
and this is because there is a pattern for everything in this universe so
chaos will exist until the elements find a pattern again after the changed that
happened. Once the pattern exists then
harmony follows. So essentially all
chaos leads to harmony and there cannot be harmony without chaos. This is the understanding I received years
ago when big changes where being introduced into my life. But, what I was not told then that I am being
told now is that the SEARCH for harmony is led by The Mind. This is the reason we Overthink. It is not because we want to overthink, it is
because our mind is searching for harmony, looking to make sense out of what
considers nonsense, always looking to know, always looking to understand,
always searching and researching, eventually, when we are satisfy (this may be
impossible) then we know Peace. Harmony
and Peace existing together (sigh)
But why is our mind always searching? Because we keep asking
questions and we ask questions because our mind is always looking for expansion. Just think of 3 year olds; they question
everything. They are ready for this
insatiable journey of knowing and understanding. It is a form of attachment really. Why do we need to know, why can’t we just
accept things as they are? See! I just
did it! I asked a question because my
mind is insatiable just like yours…. Otherwise you would not be googling right
now. See! Your insatiable mind has brought you to my
page and now we are two people asking questions!
This week I was also told the following “Every time you ask
a question you open a door of no return.
The reason is because the answer may be something you never expected to
hear, which will make your brain agree or disagree, in order to do that it
needs to find understanding first, but if you understood the situation you
would not be asking the question to begin with.
Searching for understanding can tear apart the beliefs you already have
to include the new understanding you are getting and therefore creating new
beliefs in your mind. It is like
disassembling and reassembling a human being. When you get an answer you agree
with, no big deal, but an answer you do not agree with but want to understand
can be the CATALYST of your new expansion and can evolve you into a completely
different human being. So be careful
what you wish for, even understanding can lead you to chaos before you find
harmony“ This answer scalded me to the core! Now, who told me this? It came from My Mind. Why did it tell me this? Because I asked a question completely
unrelated with this but the answer was not in the direction I was already
going. In a sense, it did not want to create more chaos than the one I am
already living (I have enough in my plate)
So yes, if a tree falls in the forest, it does make a
sound. But, it is your mind the one that
creates the sounds based on the beliefs you have put in it. The sound comes from your mind. Is the sound of your mind melodic or is it
noisy? If you dare to ask, that should
be the follow up question.
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